Tuesday, December 22, 2009
hearing about diseases, deaths, impending doom and all the big hoo-haa regarding 2012 got me thinking.
what do i want to achieve in this short lifetime of mine?
and if like what jannah's mum said, during the second coming of Christ, only one of each pair will be chosen to go up to Heavens to be with God, will we get chosen? or will our faith be tested?
getting into mbio was like getting a step closer to my dreams, hopes and aspiration. but being in it, makes me wonder, is all this needed to save a life? or is there an easier alternative to it? being in a life science course does not make me throw behind my one whole long line or used-to-be aspiration, but in fact it made me think, and contemplate if i should have chosen the other paths, would life be easier for me? but, choosing the other alternatives would it forfeit my true desire to do biology?
God said to not doubt in my true desire, but to learn to trust in it.
and trust it shall be. (:
fragility of life is so true. i could be here typing this today, but would i be tomorrow?
there are many if-only and many if-we-knew in this world.
but if we really knew, there would be no surprises in this world, we would be stuck in that little greenhouse of ours, never knowing how to step out and grow up.
so, today is the day that God have made. live it out, like there's no tomorrow.
like what steve jobs said, stay hungry; stay foolish.
GOD BLESS!
what we could have been, 12:11 PM.